206.6 and I felt so beaten that I had several bowl of peanut butter noodles that I made for shabbos.
In response to Princess Lea: Yeah, when I say starvation mode, I mean nothing to coffee for breakfast, nothing but water all day, and then a small portion of whatever I made for the kid's dinner at around 5 or 6pm. And for me, this is the only thing that ever worked - lunch I can skip easily, dinner is MUCH harder.
Swinging back to depression. I wish I had time to write - good little essay in my head. about how everyone is in Capt. Kirk mode, it is unacceptable to say "I know I will lose." So am I supposed to look to cheat my own Kobayashi Maru? What would that look like?
In my case, stomach viruses and the flu work wonderfully.
ReplyDeleteWhat has been the challenge for me is to take advantage of those illnesses and keep off that which I lost. The secret?
Vegetables.
I mean all vegetables, all the time. It takes some adjustment if you are a grains person, but pasta is a killer (why is peanut butter noodles an actual thing? Ban it! Ban it!)
You CAN do it, and I don't mean it as a Trekkie. I did it, but it did take time. It takes patience, and a willingness to try, and seeing something out. If you want change, you have to implement change. Not necessarily cheating the KM program.